June
Posted on: Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Posted at: 21:43
Posted at: 21:43
How fast time flies. It's June now and we have another half a year before this year ends. I'm not sure whether did I finished or accomplished many stuffs using the free time I have but I definitely need more free time.
I just feel quite stress at times. It's like I feel suffocated, couldn't breathe and just wanting to get out of this world! From work, family and other sources.. :(
I just need some break.
I just feel quite stress at times. It's like I feel suffocated, couldn't breathe and just wanting to get out of this world! From work, family and other sources.. :(
I just need some break.
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Tired.
Posted on: Monday, May 3, 2010
Posted at: 00:58
Posted at: 00:58
Wow.. I felt so shag after the 2 days vision screening held at Suntec Convention Centre. A huge time dealing with *ahem* unreasonable aunties and uncles which demands a lot of stuffs even though it's free eye exam to them! What more do they want..? The exhibition to them is to take free stuffs and they still "de chun jin chi".
Anyway, I realised I'm lagging in optometric skills and knowledge. Haha What a lousy optometrist I am.. And I'm not even a "qualified" one! All thanks to the stupid pre-registration year shit not.
And.. thinking thinking thinking..
Anyway, I realised I'm lagging in optometric skills and knowledge. Haha What a lousy optometrist I am.. And I'm not even a "qualified" one! All thanks to the stupid pre-registration year shit not.
And.. thinking thinking thinking..
Good read.
Posted on: Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Posted at: 19:52
Posted at: 19:52
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jarwas full. They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.
"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life."
The golf balls are the important things-your God, family, your children, your health, your friends, and your favorite passions - things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car. The sand is everything else-the small stuff.
"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18 holes. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.
"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life."
The golf balls are the important things-your God, family, your children, your health, your friends, and your favorite passions - things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car. The sand is everything else-the small stuff.
"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18 holes. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
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Urgh
Posted on: Monday, April 5, 2010
Posted at: 21:48
Posted at: 21:48
So long never blog. Must be getting lazy nowadays. Tired + lazy = no updates.
Today damn funny. Early in the morning got one guy trying to be "hero" by turning the turnstile of the side gate when 3 guys in front of him is using a smart card to get into CMPB. Stupid JC freak.
Overall, everyday I can see a joker around..
And should I apply for an OOB license? Cause I don't want to waste diao my 1.5 years doing optometry stuffs yet not recognised. Zzz
Waste time, waste money!! Argh.
Damn lazy nowadays after I started working. Damn.
Today damn funny. Early in the morning got one guy trying to be "hero" by turning the turnstile of the side gate when 3 guys in front of him is using a smart card to get into CMPB. Stupid JC freak.
Overall, everyday I can see a joker around..
And should I apply for an OOB license? Cause I don't want to waste diao my 1.5 years doing optometry stuffs yet not recognised. Zzz
Waste time, waste money!! Argh.
Damn lazy nowadays after I started working. Damn.
Peektures
Posted on: Monday, March 22, 2010
Posted at: 20:35
Posted at: 20:35
Saw this when I passed by OC the other weekend.
This is actually made up of Rubik's cube. How nice and amazing it can be! :D
Damn. This is nice. Notice the overflowing amount of lettuce(?) it has. It's from Quizmos Subs.
Classic place. Looks like JB to me.=====================================
Now fretting over whether to terminate my insurance. Every month $75+ can be quite taxing on me. After some calculation, I only left $80+ for my own leisure spending (after setting aside $50 cash too). Without the insurance, I'll have around $160! Damn. Anyone can give me some suggestions? :(
New beginning..
Posted on: Thursday, March 4, 2010
Posted at: 21:36
Posted at: 21:36
POC from SMTI lo..! Quite happy about it cause it's another new beginning! Well, I got posted to CMPB and there begins my screening of Pre-Enlistees...
Quite fun, quite bored at the same time, but still a good place to work.
And.. I miss my darling so much. =(
Quite fun, quite bored at the same time, but still a good place to work.
And.. I miss my darling so much. =(
Fucked Up CNY.
Posted on: Saturday, February 13, 2010
Posted at: 20:48
Posted at: 20:48
It's all just fucked up. Reunion dinner supposedly was a joyful event. And in the end what the fuck happen? I sit down there, like a balonglong, EATING ALONE. And where are my parents?
They just sit at the couch and WATCH TV.
That's not all. They can just get so fucked up over MAKING A STUPID YET SIMPLE CALL TO MY AUNT.
Now what? My CNY mood is fucked up ALL BECAUSE OF THEM.
What a nice parents I have. No birthday gift from them; nevermind. NOT EVEN a bowl of mee sua or an egg from them! Fucking cheesepies. And now? On a CNY COME OUT WITH THIS KIND OF STUNT. My life is seriously screwed up because of them.
That is why I am always envy of others having a nice parents; or simply put. A Family.
They just sit at the couch and WATCH TV.
That's not all. They can just get so fucked up over MAKING A STUPID YET SIMPLE CALL TO MY AUNT.
Now what? My CNY mood is fucked up ALL BECAUSE OF THEM.
What a nice parents I have. No birthday gift from them; nevermind. NOT EVEN a bowl of mee sua or an egg from them! Fucking cheesepies. And now? On a CNY COME OUT WITH THIS KIND OF STUNT. My life is seriously screwed up because of them.
That is why I am always envy of others having a nice parents; or simply put. A Family.
:(:(
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Posted at: 10:13
Posted at: 10:13
Posted on: Sunday, January 24, 2010
Posted at: 02:52
Posted at: 02:52
Cherish the time; Enjoy the moment.
That's the motto for today. =)
*Thank you ladies for the wonderful evening!!*
That's the motto for today. =)
*Thank you ladies for the wonderful evening!!*
Revamped.
Posted on: Saturday, January 23, 2010
Posted at: 02:54
Posted at: 02:54
Finally done! My revamp of blog after hours of searching for the perfect blogskin. Haha And I'm proud to present this skin and the series of house and dance music. Enjoys! :)
EMT Phase 1 is over. Phew. Glad that I've moved on to another phase of EMT, and it's more of medical stuff! Hopefully I'm able to pass them all. Haha ;)
And until now... I'm still damn lazy to upload my pictures. :( When will I upload them? Maybe later on in the night ba. LOL x=
Gotta have an exciting day coming!! Can't wait to expect it.
And I simply love "Narcotics Thrust - Waiting for You" Wanna dance to the beat!!! +D
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Wanna thanks those who wished me a happy 21st birthday. A big thanks to my wonderful gf, who had planned such a nice event for me. I <3 it! Next is my buddies who had eaten the funny meal and had a great time laughing away before I book in. And not forgetting my group of ladies BFF who were always there for me when I need help. And of course, my platoon. Thanks for the Primary Survey song!! LOL xD
Also thanks to others who have wished me in one way or another. Thanks! :)
With greater age comes greater reponsibility.
EMT Phase 1 is over. Phew. Glad that I've moved on to another phase of EMT, and it's more of medical stuff! Hopefully I'm able to pass them all. Haha ;)
And until now... I'm still damn lazy to upload my pictures. :( When will I upload them? Maybe later on in the night ba. LOL x=
Gotta have an exciting day coming!! Can't wait to expect it.
And I simply love "Narcotics Thrust - Waiting for You" Wanna dance to the beat!!! +D
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Wanna thanks those who wished me a happy 21st birthday. A big thanks to my wonderful gf, who had planned such a nice event for me. I <3 it! Next is my buddies who had eaten the funny meal and had a great time laughing away before I book in. And not forgetting my group of ladies BFF who were always there for me when I need help. And of course, my platoon. Thanks for the Primary Survey song!! LOL xD
Also thanks to others who have wished me in one way or another. Thanks! :)
With greater age comes greater reponsibility.
Posted on: Sunday, January 17, 2010
Posted at: 10:21
Posted at: 10:21
It's my 21st birthday eve and I don't get what I wanted. Just doesn't feel like it's my special day afterall..
Everything just sucks to the core. I hate it.
Everything just sucks to the core. I hate it.
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Posted at: 01:56
Posted at: 01:56
Woots! 21 years of age soon! And I'm feeling damn old now. Zzz. Today had a lot of great fun.. I actually had splurged $200+ on clothes alone! Blah. Maybe it's time for me to look vain? T.T
LOL Will upload pictures soon. Lazy to upload today. =D
(No la. Haven't transfer pictures yet.)
And what the fuck.. why my very important date must be on Monday! Somemore got test, got IV. ZZZ
LOL Will upload pictures soon. Lazy to upload today. =D
(No la. Haven't transfer pictures yet.)
And what the fuck.. why my very important date must be on Monday! Somemore got test, got IV. ZZZ
Posted on: Sunday, January 10, 2010
Posted at: 03:51
Posted at: 03:51
Oh. It's New Year.
Posted on: Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Posted at: 23:32
Posted at: 23:32
So? I simply.. somehow dislikes festive seasons nowadays. Don't ask me why even though it brings me one rest day or what so ever shit. Everyone's having their own programs.. Blah Blah Blah. What about me? Nothing la.. waiting for confirmation.. waiting for response.. I am just sick of waiting somehow. Wait = waste of your precious time = waste of money. Tio bo?
And the so-called new year.. just carry on with all the shit. Haha
I'm just venting out my thoughts..
Happy New Year to everyone in advance.
And the so-called new year.. just carry on with all the shit. Haha
I'm just venting out my thoughts..
Happy New Year to everyone in advance.
Merry Christmas...
Posted on: Friday, December 25, 2009
Posted at: 04:51
Posted at: 04:51
What is Christmas? Christmas is one special day where everyone spent this day with their special ones.. or spending the time partying away to their hearts' delights.
What about me? Alone. Yes. Somehow alone. Gulping down alcohol like nobody's business and.. I just wanted to wash away my negative feelings inside me.. Nothing good came every Christmas since don't know when. But, I still like whatever my gf gave me.. Really thanks her for the hard efforts.
Haha.. So ironic. I always tell people don't be a balonglong and here I am being one...........
To those friends out there spending their special time away or partying away, have fun and take great care of yourself.
Remember: Drink up, have fun and enjoys. Cause the real party is next week.. ;)
What about me? Alone. Yes. Somehow alone. Gulping down alcohol like nobody's business and.. I just wanted to wash away my negative feelings inside me.. Nothing good came every Christmas since don't know when. But, I still like whatever my gf gave me.. Really thanks her for the hard efforts.
Haha.. So ironic. I always tell people don't be a balonglong and here I am being one...........
To those friends out there spending their special time away or partying away, have fun and take great care of yourself.
Remember: Drink up, have fun and enjoys. Cause the real party is next week.. ;)
POC lor! And.. some little thoughts of mine..
Posted on: Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Posted at: 00:51
Posted at: 00:51
Yeah! Finally it's here (and it's over)! =D I'm officially POC liaooooo~ (POC is for PES C, POP is for PES A/B). Promoted to PVT and well, waiting for my vocation posting now. zzz~ Hopefully can get a good unit with good people. Haha
Now it's my break until 20th Dec and was thinking of what to do. Well, the first major event I would call would be getting.. Ipod Touch!! Hahaha hopefully nothing cock up. =D
Bah. Going broke once again. But with a higher level of satisfaction. =3
I guess going into the unit level will start my another phase of life, since I'm gonna stuck down there for the rest of my army life? Haha
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Looking through some stuff, makes me sit down and wonder. Is it worth all the while to hold on to something that will never even turn back? Is it worth the while.. to go all out.. be mentally and emotional tortured to achieve something that.. will not even come back into your life again? The answer differs from individual to individual. Some say it's worth it, for they trust in that something that they holds dearly to; while others beg to differ. Lose it, move on, begin their next phase of life, where they can happily spend their emotions and energy on..
The time I spend in my camp, the time I had with my platoon mates.. makes me feel that there is a need to cherish everything around you at that moment in your life. Your loved ones. Your dear friends. Your way of life. Almost everything. So, don't waste time. And start cherishing the things around you now, instead of spending the time.. to think; to analyse.. when the thing is not worth holding on to..
Now it's my break until 20th Dec and was thinking of what to do. Well, the first major event I would call would be getting.. Ipod Touch!! Hahaha hopefully nothing cock up. =D
Bah. Going broke once again. But with a higher level of satisfaction. =3
I guess going into the unit level will start my another phase of life, since I'm gonna stuck down there for the rest of my army life? Haha
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Looking through some stuff, makes me sit down and wonder. Is it worth all the while to hold on to something that will never even turn back? Is it worth the while.. to go all out.. be mentally and emotional tortured to achieve something that.. will not even come back into your life again? The answer differs from individual to individual. Some say it's worth it, for they trust in that something that they holds dearly to; while others beg to differ. Lose it, move on, begin their next phase of life, where they can happily spend their emotions and energy on..
The time I spend in my camp, the time I had with my platoon mates.. makes me feel that there is a need to cherish everything around you at that moment in your life. Your loved ones. Your dear friends. Your way of life. Almost everything. So, don't waste time. And start cherishing the things around you now, instead of spending the time.. to think; to analyse.. when the thing is not worth holding on to..
"Changes are inevitable. It all boils down to how you see it, and how you manage it, cause it's the next phase of your life."
Posted on: Saturday, November 28, 2009
Posted at: 03:32
Posted at: 03:32
I just don't know what happened. Why must this kind of things happen to us? I just don't get it.
First, it was the last minute. Next it was the leave issue. I just feel upset.. Real Upset. I'm not angry. Cause I know there is no use if I got angry over such issues. I'm just sick of being angry.. Every time such things happen mean I have much lesser time to spend with her and this matter just bothers me alot.. But.. I'm not blaming anyone.. Cause I understand why she's doing all these.. Cause there's a need for her to do so.
I just need a vent to voice out and that's all..
First, it was the last minute. Next it was the leave issue. I just feel upset.. Real Upset. I'm not angry. Cause I know there is no use if I got angry over such issues. I'm just sick of being angry.. Every time such things happen mean I have much lesser time to spend with her and this matter just bothers me alot.. But.. I'm not blaming anyone.. Cause I understand why she's doing all these.. Cause there's a need for her to do so.
I just need a vent to voice out and that's all..
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Dance.
Posted on: Saturday, October 10, 2009
Posted at: 00:49
Posted at: 00:49
I love dance songs. But I don't dance. How ironic. Why??
It's because of the immense energy present in the beats, the rhythm, the vocals and the mix. You'll never get tired of listening the song over and over again.. cause that's the song for you. For you only. It gives you the sudden boost of energy and strength to do things; to complete things. And here I am, blogging out listening to the song that's for me. Isn't it wonderful how this thing works?
How about you? Do you dance? or do you listen?
It's because of the immense energy present in the beats, the rhythm, the vocals and the mix. You'll never get tired of listening the song over and over again.. cause that's the song for you. For you only. It gives you the sudden boost of energy and strength to do things; to complete things. And here I am, blogging out listening to the song that's for me. Isn't it wonderful how this thing works?
How about you? Do you dance? or do you listen?
Rise.
Posted on: Saturday, October 3, 2009
Posted at: 02:32
Posted at: 02:32
Why? What has happened to me? Why do I harbour those thoughts in my mind? Have I really really let go of all my past and moved on? I don't know. I really don't know.. I'm just so confused.. How I wish.. I could let go of everything right now, and I mean everything. No more worries, no more stress, no more desire, no more sadness..
It seemed that after such a long time.. I couldn't clear my mind after all. Is this my fatal weakness or it's just a scar waiting for others to exploit?
How I wish, time can be reversed, but too bad, there is no such thing in turning back in life.
"People rise together
When they believe in tomorrow
Change the day to forever
This life keeps movin"
How I wish.. but everything is too late isn't it?
It seemed that after such a long time.. I couldn't clear my mind after all. Is this my fatal weakness or it's just a scar waiting for others to exploit?
How I wish, time can be reversed, but too bad, there is no such thing in turning back in life.
"People rise together
When they believe in tomorrow
Change the day to forever
This life keeps movin"
How I wish.. but everything is too late isn't it?
Feelings.
Posted on: Monday, September 14, 2009
Posted at: 23:15
Posted at: 23:15
Ah. Too long never blogged. Must be either lazy or too tired to blog. =(
Just not very sure how I feel now. Not towards my relationship, but it's my life or the environment/friends/people around me now.. People are so fake towards each other nowadays. They only be nice to you when they need you and when they don't need you, they just treat you with a stone face. I mean it's like, people can change face suddenly, that puts you into a spot.
Went to the OOB supervisory seminar talk this morning. Had to wake up extremely early and gosh, I was so tired that I almost fell asleep while standing in the bus. z.z Luckily my berocca helped me out abit, if not I will collapse. Well, met the girls and went to the OOB with them. Did noticed somethings along the way.
Well, the action of hypocrisy is here again. Treat people nice when you feel like it and treat others like as if they are invisible when you feel another way. Can't understand why people need to do things till such an extend. I just feel sad for you and them.. (Haha. Don't be mistaken. I'm not pinpointing anyone. Just pointing out my thoughts and feelings.)
I mean, don't treat people like that cause the Earth is round.. What goes around comes around. I guess this is pretty easy to understand.
Just had a talk with Joanne. She mentioned about DIY mooncakes and giving her colleagues! Wow. I feel.. in this society, we hardly see people having good intentions right from their hearts. Haha And while we chat, we (or rather me) talked about selling her mooncakes. LOL shit. I'm becoming more and more business minded. Hahaha.
And all the while, I really loved homemade stuff. Cause they reminded me of the "jia de gan jue", which obviously I don't have! (Those who knew me well shall know). That's why I'm super fond of these kind of foodstuff. ;)
And guess what? I spent $84.50 on a wallet and a Converse sneakers. LOL (Talking about saving money, and keeping fit indeed)
Just not very sure how I feel now. Not towards my relationship, but it's my life or the environment/friends/people around me now.. People are so fake towards each other nowadays. They only be nice to you when they need you and when they don't need you, they just treat you with a stone face. I mean it's like, people can change face suddenly, that puts you into a spot.
Went to the OOB supervisory seminar talk this morning. Had to wake up extremely early and gosh, I was so tired that I almost fell asleep while standing in the bus. z.z Luckily my berocca helped me out abit, if not I will collapse. Well, met the girls and went to the OOB with them. Did noticed somethings along the way.
Well, the action of hypocrisy is here again. Treat people nice when you feel like it and treat others like as if they are invisible when you feel another way. Can't understand why people need to do things till such an extend. I just feel sad for you and them.. (Haha. Don't be mistaken. I'm not pinpointing anyone. Just pointing out my thoughts and feelings.)
I mean, don't treat people like that cause the Earth is round.. What goes around comes around. I guess this is pretty easy to understand.
Just had a talk with Joanne. She mentioned about DIY mooncakes and giving her colleagues! Wow. I feel.. in this society, we hardly see people having good intentions right from their hearts. Haha And while we chat, we (or rather me) talked about selling her mooncakes. LOL shit. I'm becoming more and more business minded. Hahaha.
And all the while, I really loved homemade stuff. Cause they reminded me of the "jia de gan jue", which obviously I don't have! (Those who knew me well shall know). That's why I'm super fond of these kind of foodstuff. ;)
And guess what? I spent $84.50 on a wallet and a Converse sneakers. LOL (Talking about saving money, and keeping fit indeed)